Who are you?

Do you ever have those days where you just look in the mirror and think,"I don't even know who you are anymore?" 


What do I like? What am I interested in ? What do you want to be when you grow up? 


I don't know. I hate that I don't know.


Maybe here is the place where I can ask myself these questions and really begin to understand and like myself again.


What DO I like and what ARE my interests? Seriously,this one is hard for me. I like my kids and I like my man but those aren't things that are interests. I'm interested in weight loss and healthy living. I like the idea of an active lifestyle but just haven't gotten to the point to where I can say I'm an active person. :) I just started Weight Watchers so I've been connecting with other people that are in the same head space and that's been helping. I like volunteering at my son's school and feeling like I'm working towards a greater good. I like helping people and feel useful.I have a huge heart and love kids and just people in general but tend to be antisocial which is extremely contradicting. LOL!

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This past July my Dad passed away and it made me realize how many things I wish I could have said. I know it's not good to regret things but I'm such a neurotic person and I think alot about things i should have changed. My Dad passing has really bothered me.....also, the fact that I didn't get so say sorry for not being around and loving him more. :[ It's hard losing a parent and especially just the thought of him killing himself the way he did...why couldn't he just overcome his addictions? I'll never know.

I can't listen to The Beatles anymore; and forget even thinking about him. I hate to cry since my eyes get all swollen and my nose gets ridiculously red! I think I may be the ugliest person after I cry,haha! But one thing I do think of is how his regret ate away at him and how he wasn't able to rise above it...he let it eat away at everything around him and it lead to him dying. I don't want to be like that,ya know?

I want to know that every day that God has graced me with is full of some kind of purpose whether it be loving on my kids or hanging with my Grams. I am a simple minded sort of person so small things make me happy :) I don't need to travel the world to be happy...although I would love to go to Asia.....

Ta ta for now Harley bug is itching to get on here and I have a million other things to do,sigh. Housework is never ending!!

Ciao!